dear Nuki diary
hi there it's me alot of things have been and had a happening good and really sad but despite all im very blessied even though at times It dosnt seem that way I still thank the Lord for new experiences in which I encounter and still very much and allways adore and pray for the curcumstanes .prayer asking for many things forgiveness thanfulless and other things I offer and ask in which thelord shall give me In which I only know anyway just if you really want toknow I finished my first semster of university which happend to be cram summer university and I finished the final a tad later date..due to a cetain place I had to be but Im finshed and I know I pased justfine next semster is coming up on the 8 so soon.. but still Im glad its not cram uni just regular of 4 university clases,between you and me the reason Im studing art and computer graphics which is in a completly didfernt region of university were I am im just takeing my basic lases here and then transfering the main reason of this is not just for the animation part that could be for free time but Im going to become a family inventor for companies exmaples"gerber Johson&Johnson Ford gneral mills ectI have very well and planned out inventions which i have been perfecting since I was 17 ifyou want to know more you can contsct me=^^=but the point is yes to create very needed and helplfull things for family but for my own family in the future,and Im mostly keeping myself busy with studiyng going computer and checking somtimes video and games and creating things ,groceries cleaning paying bills trying to sleep peacfully creating new dishes of foods excerzising in many ways contantly praying (which means in a conversation matter and in may other ways) and when I can go to church and recive my life source all these things keep my mind out of all negativity an the somewhat intersting and not so good way my mother speaks and my family communicates with me especailly before that my parents are divorced even more so,what I do is give a distance try to be the bestI can If Im needed to do somthing and pray thats all I really can do.In these years of my life and espeacilly in the most recent I sometimes have doubt and have saddnes that is deep within me and start to loose hope but as time goes on espacailly theses motnhs that passed I dream I create and Im closer to the Lord and the blessid mother has somthing promised In which I know what its is and in my heart I know it will be reality some day,of corse with alot of hard and good work in which ive been doing and going todo much more of,another small note I revised and finished chapter 5 or 4 whatever way you want to count it on my novel Nukorial if you really want to I can show you just the indroduction .im planiing to show the story to a higher sorce and try to get some profit for it and good reviews personally i think its intersting from beging to the chapter I left off on and besides its really good to stimulate the brain but you have to have alot ofpatience and time to for wriitng a good novel so Im planning if the Lords will for someone who can type for me while I say my ideas of the story,between you ad me im not the best typer and besides that its willgive me some space as I saying the story to organize so many ideas.so thats one idea to earn money for now something letss see I already posted all my colecttion of YuGiOh card throguh ebay on which I have been colecting so nicly since I was only 14 years old TT ...hey if any takers its an awsome price over 1000 cards with binder and protectors for starting bid 80$ and buy it now 200$ you cant get better deal each card is being sold under 50 cents and there are cards I havnt mentioned on the description that are included and it still has I think a little bit over 4 days including juy 24her is the ebay link.[link] look at me I feel like a nice sale Lady anyway im just collecting money so I can put n layaway a cheap laptop so i can put and create the ideas for the wonderfull many inventions for family I breifly mentioned i had and besides a laptop will come in handy for other things as well and another main reson so I can give money to my mother so she can get the things she needs for her and the family ,but honeslty nothing can compare to what the lord and the Blessid mother can do and give,yesterday I had some great advice and proabally the best conversation of caring advice in my life from a very blessed and loving source which from yesterday I a following those words threw what I do and express but threw my feeling in time that will heal from all thhe things through out my whole life I dont have to see or have any signs of many things anymore beacuse with great faith and love I feel towards all that is promising to my beating heart I dont need to see I know and it is and will be .(dont mind typos in entry ty)
talk to you later Nuki diary
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